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Hazel Quinn: We're playing blog tag and you've been tagged! Check out my post: '7 interesting things' - then it's your turn!
Sonia: Well the world is a big place and I sure have no problems with you universe don't change to suit other - just be true to yourself - good luck in your quest.
Trixie: Real people that admit and embrace there fantasies are hard to find thesedays.. good luck I wish you well
Paul S: Hmmm sounds interesting although god knows where I would get the costume from -lol
Bill - Renbo - Lisa Avatar: Welcome loads of photo's / second Life screen shots have been added to the photo Album - check em out - and vote tell me what you think about the idea thanks - have a good one.

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02/12/2008

10:29 AM

Hi Honey I'm home...........

Wincanton - In heels and the outfit from 10am till 12pm a staggering 14 hours - So I beat my wearing heels record. BUT on a downside I was dam freezing most of the time having to go outside for a smoke and in the hall we ended up in the cool spot I think. But on the whole I looked and felt very comfortable with the whole concept and the ladies all wanted know about how I got the hair to look so good and all commented on my black nail varnish including the woman in the chinese I went to, which kind of threw me. (I must take that off now I think...........naw re do it )The locals were fantastic and all wanted to talk to me and smiled happily (mainly women but one or 2 guys who knew I was 'in drag' though it was a wicked idea.) Jem as usual was looking good in a belly dancing outfit but he was freezing most of the time more so than me, I'm sure.

So on the whole I enjoyed my day - on a downside the photos turned out blured and are crap but I believe some others took pics and hopefully soon I will get hold of them.

Okay I may have thrown a few people out of sync because I gave my reasons for what I do, when they asked and you know me I call it as it is, so I mentioned the munch and the bondage interests but I'm sure all is cool. We will see.........

if I did upset any one's morals I'm sorry I'm just being me and didn't intent to cause any psycological  problems for you in your world.

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27/11/2008

11:46 PM

Wincanton plus

  • Mood: very relaxed and happy
I realize that I sounded a little 'blonde' earlier - but all is back to normal now - just me with my thoughts.
 I figured I should fill in a few blanks and the last entry will all make a little better sence. First the guild of Drag queen's will be at the Hogswatch - and a guy who is effectionatly called 'Dave the skirt' -  Now no dis-respect to anyone bu,t (hehe - snigger) I want to be 'the best dressed woman'  at the event.  So may be the guilds moto 'Handbags at dawn' will apply
All the same should be a lot of good clean family fun.
Plus if I can I'm hoping to meet up with a very good girlfriend 'Foxy-Lady' - Diane

Bye for now

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27/11/2008

1:57 PM

Well last post before Wincanton

This cross-dressing is hard work (mentally) sometimes, I have just spent 2 hours trying to pack everything for Hogswatch. And that entails thinking like a female - thinking like a male and thinking like me. What will I wear ? what if I'm not happy ? I'd better have a back up plan (outfit). What boots go with which outfit best ? oh I'll take a few pairs just incase ! and a couple of dresses just in case. Which wig style ? What make up, brushes, earrings ? I understand women allot better when it comes to packing to go away for 4 days I think now and I have 2 large bags packed and hell - I want to take the whole wardrobe and trust me that is an awful lot of gear !!
Yea it must be slightly easier if I was dressed on leaving the house, as that is one outfit/ pair of boots I wouldn't need in the bags - and didn't need my male persona cloths as well ( BUT that IS NOT going to happen, because under it all, I am male and proud of it, I just dress differently.)  I need a woman to help me with all this -OMG trying to put nail varnish on is not easy so I have just given up. (Think that is why I don't wear make up, I can't do it and make it look right - hey, nobody ever showed me how to do it right.)
Anyhow see you on the return and hopefully with photos of the event ..........
Have fun - and take care people.
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26/11/2008

9:56 AM

Wincanton on the horizon

Wincanton 2 days away --- not worried though now Im sure all will be fine.

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25/11/2008

11:45 AM

A few changes a foot

Well I have decided to close all other websites as from the start of 2009. the Avatar- blonde site and this one will be the only ones that I will spend time on now. Although there is a blog on the A-B site it falls short of the mark compared to this one. (Basicly because you have to be a member of freewebs to post a comment - unlike this one.) So it is a mix of Freewebs and Bravenet to create one site.

Photo bucket for the bulk pictures - blog, guestbook, forum using bravenet. Using Freewebs as the website structure and introductions. And if I can link all the themes together in the future I will do  so still a little work to do yet I know.

3 days to the Wincanton Hogswatch 2008 - hehe -  wait till they get a load of me  I'm looking forward to being myself on the Saturday from 10am till 5pm should be interesting as there are a few going to be in costume I'm told.

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22/11/2008

9:53 AM

Interlude.....

Hazel - blog tag ?!??! erm I only have one person on my friends and that's you  but I'm honoured to have been taged by you - Hazel Q 

Words and Music sum up my current status and feelings - enjoy

Next event the Hogswatch 28th November 2008 - an to be honest  I even un-nerved myself in the new outfit for it - couldn't stop looking in the mirror and thinking 'OMG WOW I look.........female?!?!?'

Just don't know why that realy bothers me, because I know I'm not ! It's all so very strange for me at this moment in time.

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20/11/2008

12:08 AM

Fantastic night............

  • Mood: dreamy

I would just like to say I had a realy wonderful time at the Pit and Pendulum @ the LND Nottingham munch, met allot of new people . For saying I was nervous was an understatment, but I was welcomed into the group with open arms and made to feel like I was part of the family . I WILL be going to the munch when ever I can for sure. I'm not very good with names but Helen, Julia, Clover were fantastic and Clover's Master was really good with me. I'm just sorry names are not my strong point. I will remember names as time progresses and I get to know every one better I'm sure.

I would also say a BIG thank you to a very good friend Steve for his moral support and assistance helping me break the ice. You my friend are a rock! 

But good luck to everyone at the munch ~  the direction for me is now very clear and I no longer walk this path alone.

 

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18/11/2008

10:40 AM

Time draws near......

  • Mood: nervous

Well tomorrow is the day of my first munch and boy am I nervous about going. Having spent most of my life hiding away and not knowing anyone interested in the same subjects. Boy am I going to find it hard to do and near imposable to strike up a conversation with total strangers about Bdsm and cross-dressing.

Maybe the other downside is I seem to be getting obsessed with the whole subject, to the point it have taken over my life (and I'm NOT happy about that ) also coupled with the fact I don't see many of my old friends after they all went screaming away like I had the plague.

What a life !?!?!? surely it can only improve - fingers crossed.

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16/11/2008

11:05 AM

Spiders

  • Mood: Tired
  • Music: dreamy

Ever had one of those weeks where everything spiders off in different directions ? the Avatar-blonde photobucket 

And boy am I getting fedup with java- pop up windows and active X that doesnt work. The internet has great potential but at the moment........... well your choice.

One day, like my life, it will all come together and work I just hope I live to see it and enjoy it.

Check out the photo bucket nothing you haven't seen here subject wise  just more of it and better quality

Have fun

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08/11/2008

1:29 PM

New horizons

  • Mood: OOOhhh duno
  • Music: Jax Streeter - superstar avatar

Been looking around for directions~ as you do ~ when I came across this freewebs site. wow !!  that just opened up another horizon for what was becoming my tired way of thinking. So I have been building a site dedicated to the cross dressing avatar comonly known as ME and my pursuit of happiness. On other ides thing may be about to happen on the reality front - I'm going to bite the bullet and go to my first munch in Nottingham.

Hopefully I will meet some new people who share simlar interests to me.( well I know they do but......you know what I mean.)  I'm nervous but excited at the same time, but, if I don't go I will never know will I??  So wish me luck in my new journey of discovery.

Wait till they get a load of me. (although I'm not going dressed up - well not to the frist one but who knows where it will lead me  

Oh and my rapidial website server has been down for 3 days now and is still down!!!! so If I ever get it back I may delete the lot and end my old websites. BUT I now have my new Crossdressing Avatar and that IS COOL (you can also find the link on the left)

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03/11/2008

11:22 AM

more crap on the horizon.

  • Mood: happy as can be
  • Music: sevendust -the past
Here's one for you to consider.......
why is it when you tell people you have known for many years, who you truly are and what you have hidden they say it will "NOT CHANGE ANY THING AND IT DOESN'T BOTHER THEM" But when push comes to shove they run away and hide like you have the plague or something.
To me that is really 2 faced ........ with the exception of a few  (and I mean only a small few) I have been isolated to beyond belief by my so called friends.
Maybe I'm being punished for being myself.............?!?!? god knows why ?
Hmm time to find real people as friends then. S*DD em!! 
moral is you can be happy with yourself but lonely or unhappy living a lie to make everyone else happy.
You decide - I have   welcome to my new world I face it with excitment.
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02/11/2008

8:52 AM

Hogswatch November 2008

  • Mood: same as always- between 2 worlds

Hmmm looks like the avatar Lisa will be making an apearance at this years Hogswatch - I've been invited to attend as Ms Wadfest, to help promote the 'fest for the coming years. Okay this is totaly out of context for me as I will be the only one dressed up. (with the exception of may be one other - who I have never met and everyone calls 'skirt'  )

That may be high heels and handbags at dawn then

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01/11/2008

12:21 PM

Wadfest 2009 thoughts

  • Mood: seriously wicked in a good way
  • Music: BuckCherry - crazy bitch

Just been on the grid and I realy like the idea of my current avatar for the Wadfest 2009 !! (boy is that forward planing or what !) Maybe another rendering of a PVC number cloak and all watch this space as I create the outfit  

PVC I hear you say ?!? well me being into the fetish scene it just feels right and a little 'sexy' - some one once said you have to fit into a box to be accepted, sorry I just don't fit in a box - nor do I want to. ---- I just am  ---- ( an Anomaly - lol ) - fetish, slightly goth, bondage sub, crossdresser who looks Dom- naw there is no box for that man (and thats just the tip of the iceburg !!)

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29/10/2008

1:12 PM

Helloween distractions....

  • Mood: happy

Seeing as helloween is just around the corner, here's a little something I created a while back, for an album cover. It was for a band called the BoneYard Candidates (3  X-members of Tin-Rat)- the album was going to be called  'Decomosing'  Unfortunatly before the album was released the drummer(a very good friend and the best drummer I have met or worked with.) contracted cancer and died not long after. We all miss you and your power Stuart

Any way here it is.............hope you like it.

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27/10/2008

12:41 PM

The start of a concept

  • Mood: pure magic
  • Music: my web music

The home of  'Anomaly'  (defined as..... any occurrence or object that is strange, unusual, or unique. And we are all unique, well I'm a one off - thank *?*!)

Some may have already seen me on bravenet as 'Lisa' - Renbo,  having had a lot of personal issues that needed adressing before I continued my quest for happiness - I had to close down my other blog.

A new world, another day has dawned and a mission is a foot.

Interested?

then have a look at the profile this may give you a clue

Back shortly with some more updates ... have fun and be cool.

I'm not a great blog writer but I kind of say something when I need to. So for now listen to the music and scan the flicks .    and if you have any comments about the concepts please speak up. I will respond swiftly. The world we live in is what WE make it. Let's make it open,frendly and fun for all.

Open your mind.

 

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